In The Fight: Big Surprise

November 22, 2008 · Posted in Better Left Unsaid 
Well, today was “day 2″ of my whole away-from-book-promo life, and I spent most of it in the fight.  Bad, too: spent all day trying to sleep and not succeeding very well; still tired as hell.  Miserable all day, sad, lonely, the whole nine yards.  Pretty much expected this after trying so hard with the book crap.  The wife’s getting tired of it, and I can’t very well blame her — hell, I’m tired of it too.  But what can you do?

I don’t know what’s up.  Thought the meds were working good, but apparently not.  Aside from everything else, I was very much in an “ASH” kinda mood today — I’m not going to explain it; you can google it if you’d like, but I don’t promise you’ll find out.  No biggie anyways.

Watched “Celebrity Rehab” tonight with the missus, and it brought UBH back.  Kinda miss that place.  Having to be there sucked, but at the same time, it was a good environment (strangely enough, being around a bunch of addicts and loonies was quite calming for me — I felt in my own habitat).  That and I could sleep all day if I wanted to; no one would’ve cared.

We did talk about good stuff tonight.  The missus asked if I’d ever thought of becoming a teacher.  Strangely enough, that’s a career path I’ve given lots of thought to, I just don’t know what the hell to teach.  English?  Computers (ugh…)?  Music?  Psychology?  History?  Middle School?  High School?  College?  Then there’s the whole finance crap — have to pay UTEP off before I can get my transcript and go for financial aid.  Course, I know a lot of people will say “Just do it, it’s not that big of a deal,” but that’s one of the fun things of being in the ring with yourself: everything’s a big deal.

Anyways, I think the missus is going to bed, so I’d better mosey that way too.
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