Winding Down
November 23, 2008 · Posted in General
Thought I’d post again real quick. Today’s finished up pretty decently, though for a few minutes I’d thought about getting back into the promo stuff again. Switched the home page back to the Like Glass page, looked at it, realized how much more work I’d need to do to get going again, and switched it back to the “Due to lack of interest…” page. Like the title on that one better anyways.It’s wierd how your body tells you that you’re doing the “right” thing or not. You get that edgy feeling in the pit of your stomach, maybe your breathing starts to speed up a little bit. Mind starts to race a little. That’s when you know you need to stop whatever it is, regardless of whatever someone else says is “right”, and reconsider what you’re doing and why.
The book stuff just isn’t me. I’m not a hard worker, not in the ways most people would like me to be. I’m not much of a people person, or anything like that. This is right; this is me. Just bullshitting on a blog about nothing important while I’m smoking my last cigarette for the day. If an agent or a publisher comes along and wants to do something with the book, that’s their business and I’ll help them along as best as I can. But it isn’t me, this whole drive-yourself-crazy-over-a-book just ain’t me.
I’m going to bed.
