Out of the Fight For Now
Got a decent nap today; that seemed to put me back in a “normal” mood. Unfortunately, I think the missus is still a little angry with me for how I’ve been acting, but hopefully that’ll clear up. It’s also dinner time, and the end of the weekend, neither of which make for a good mood. Anyways…Been doing a lot of thinking along the lines of programming. I miss doing javascript stuff at my last job, so I’ve been playing with it the past few days. Fun stuff. I might try and do a couple of little posts on it, but don’t get your hopes up ;)
Went to Sears and got the plugin for the dryer that should be coming tomorrow. That’ll be nice; no more standing around at the laundromat; and I’ll be able to do at least my own laundry every once in a while instead of relyng on the wife to do it with everything else.
I want to say thank you to someone right now, for something they’re helping us with. You know who you are and what you’re doing, so I’m not going to mention anything; thank you though.
God, I feel like I’ve been asleep for days… If you’ve never had to deal with depression, you’re lucky. It’s definitely not fun (well, by definition it’s not fun, but you know what I mean). I’m not sure if I want to try and do damage control or just pick up and move on. I don’t think I pissed anyone off while I was in the fight; if I did, let me know and I’ll try to take care of it.
Okay, I think dinner’s almost ready, so I’m going to cut this short. Have fun, where ever you may be.
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In The Fight: Big Surprise
November 22, 2008 · Posted in Better Left Unsaid · Comments Off
Well, today was “day 2″ of my whole away-from-book-promo life, and I spent most of it in the fight. Bad, too: spent all day trying to sleep and not succeeding very well; still tired as hell. Miserable all day, sad, lonely, the whole nine yards. Pretty much expected this after trying so hard with the book crap. The wife’s getting tired of it, and I can’t very well blame her — hell, I’m tired of it too. But what can you do?I don’t know what’s up. Thought the meds were working good, but apparently not. Aside from everything else, I was very much in an “ASH” kinda mood today — I’m not going to explain it; you can google it if you’d like, but I don’t promise you’ll find out. No biggie anyways.
Watched “Celebrity Rehab” tonight with the missus, and it brought UBH back. Kinda miss that place. Having to be there sucked, but at the same time, it was a good environment (strangely enough, being around a bunch of addicts and loonies was quite calming for me — I felt in my own habitat). That and I could sleep all day if I wanted to; no one would’ve cared.
We did talk about good stuff tonight. The missus asked if I’d ever thought of becoming a teacher. Strangely enough, that’s a career path I’ve given lots of thought to, I just don’t know what the hell to teach. English? Computers (ugh…)? Music? Psychology? History? Middle School? High School? College? Then there’s the whole finance crap — have to pay UTEP off before I can get my transcript and go for financial aid. Course, I know a lot of people will say “Just do it, it’s not that big of a deal,” but that’s one of the fun things of being in the ring with yourself: everything’s a big deal.
Anyways, I think the missus is going to bed, so I’d better mosey that way too.
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